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Thing is, do you really mean what you said back there. I have feelings too sayang. If you really really mean what you've listed on your blog, i am definitely very disappointed. But no i ain't going to give up on you. You know i never did. You know how much i love you. You know how much i want to be with you. You know that you are EVERTHING to me. Even you're being very bossy before, i didn't mind because i know what's going to happen if i say no to you. That's why most of the stuffs i never say no to you. I don't want you to be sad in our journey sayang. I want us to be happy. I want us to enjoy our journey together without tears or sadness. I want us to be forever too. I love you Nasha. I love you soo much.

P/S : Please don't leave me. I can't live without you. And i really miss you soo much saying :'(

Game is on

Game’s on. She doesn’t want to tell me anything. She doesn’t even want to talk to me. Must it be like this each time I made a mistake? Why I’m the one that’s suppose to find out what’s wrong with her. Why can’t she just came up to me telling me that she has something not done with me. Why can’t she cooperate? Why do you lie to me when you said that you don’t want any lies in this relationship. I already stopped lying to you but why are you still lying? Is it because you don’t believe in love anymore that’s why you’re doing this to me? Is it you don’t like me anymore that’s why you’re doing this? is it the grudges you been holding from other guys that treat u like shit before that’s why you’re doing this? I’m not them. Everybody’s different. I often hear she saying “NI LA LELAKI! SEMUA SAMA JE!” ask yourself. Ask everybody. Is it true? Is every guys the same? If you really think guys are all the same. Ask yourself. Why did you give me a chance? Why did you gave everybody a chance? I’m saying this that doesn’t mean I’ve gave up on you. I havn’t babe. If I did, I wouldn’t be texting you, thinking what’s my mistake that I did. I'm still strong to stand for you and by your side babe. I just want to know until when you want to do this to me. Until when you want to stop yourself from trusting me. Until when you want to remain silent and won’t tell me what’s making u being like this when you know deep inside you, you’re not this. Why are you being a devil behind an angel’s heart? All I’m hoping right now is you to get out of your weird imaginations and thinking. Think positive. Trust me. It’s worth it. If I want to make you like what other guys did to you. I can but I choose not to and I never wanted and didn’t even dare to. Why? Because I LOVE YOU and I WANT TO KEEP YOU FOREVER! You’re mine babe! I’m not going to stop loving you. Not EVER!