Dream or Reality?

There's this 1 week i was sick and having bad fever. The whole week i've been on bed. i'm damn tired and i don't know why. Usually even when i'm having fever, i'll be still going out and stuffs. So, that means, the 1 whole week i didn't get to see and spend time with Nasha. All this time i've been waiting for Friday because it's a public holiday. So, here comes Friday. I woke up in the morning and everyone's gone. Where could everyone be? So, i go out and have my breakfast. Then i went back home, my parents still not at home :/ I'm getting worried. Then i saw an envelope on the dining table. I took the envelope and read the letter inside. My mom left a letter to me saying that she went to Melaka for a day or two bringing all my brother and sister along -.-" MOTHAFACKA! I then went out and go to cc beacuse Jawe and Zarul wants to play dota. I sit at the stairs outside the cc alone. Then i texted Nasha asking if i can come to her house because i'm bored. She then replied saying "okay". So, off my way to her house. Once i get there, she's watching tv. So i sit beside her. Each time when i hugged her, she push me away like she doesn't want me to be with her. I want to mute her Astro because i want her to take her shower and ask her what's wrong. So i try to take the remote control, she took it away from me. So, i still keep on trying to take the remote from her. Bergusti la Fazril and Nasha at her house. Berguling2 atas lantai berebut remote -.-" i got the remote and she gave me the look. Whatever i'll do, i know she won't even listen to me. So i'll just give her the remote and go inside her room. I play a game in my phone. While playing, she then came inside the room, took the phone from me and quit the game -.-" she then ask me to say sorry to her until she says stop. I then say sorry and keep on saying it. After like 10 minutes, she still havnt say stop! -.-" 5 mins later, she asked me to stop because she claimed that it's getting annoying. (TAU PUN! HAHAHA!) Then she go and take her shower. When she's dressed she sit on the bed and we talked. And there's 1 part she says..

Nasha : U, i ada something nak bagitau u.
Fazril : What is it?
Nasha : Xnk aa! Nanti u nak blik i bgtau u okay. It's not a big deal anyway.
Fazril : AH! U BAGITAU I SEKARANG! I NAK TAU! :O
Nasha : XNK! I CKP NANTI, NANTI LA!
Fazril : Fine.. (turning my face away from her)
Nasha : OK OK! I BAGITAU!
Fazril : Ok. Cte la.
Nasha : Well, i xtau nape dgn i. Tapi ada 1 masa i rasa mcm dah bosan dgn u. Don't look at this in a wrong way. I have no one else. It's just that.. Ntahla! There's 1 night i spent on crying. I wanted to mintak break dgn u. I xtau nape. But then i think maybe i over reacted. I know it's not your fault. You're sick. Maybe i rasa macam.. We're far apart? YAA! FAR APART! THAT'S THE WORD I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR! FAR APART! But it doesn't matter anymore right. You're here right now. Don't take it personally.
Fazril : Ya.. I paham!
Nasha : Maybe i should go watch tv..

Nasha then walk out of her room and watch tv. I sit alone on her bed thinking what i've done until she can get bored with me? I think i just suck. I know i'm stupid. ALWAYS BEEN! I have to change. No matter what! I have to try to be good to her. And i'll proove to other people that i can change to be a BETTER PERSON! I then go out and hug her. Did she really said that? Or am i just dreaming that she said that? What have i done really..

QUESTIONS KEEP ON COMING INSIDE MY BRAIN UNTIL NOW..
LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE ANSWERS ;D
WHATEVER IT IS, I AM TRYING TO CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT! ;D