Dream or Reality?

There's this 1 week i was sick and having bad fever. The whole week i've been on bed. i'm damn tired and i don't know why. Usually even when i'm having fever, i'll be still going out and stuffs. So, that means, the 1 whole week i didn't get to see and spend time with Nasha. All this time i've been waiting for Friday because it's a public holiday. So, here comes Friday. I woke up in the morning and everyone's gone. Where could everyone be? So, i go out and have my breakfast. Then i went back home, my parents still not at home :/ I'm getting worried. Then i saw an envelope on the dining table. I took the envelope and read the letter inside. My mom left a letter to me saying that she went to Melaka for a day or two bringing all my brother and sister along -.-" MOTHAFACKA! I then went out and go to cc beacuse Jawe and Zarul wants to play dota. I sit at the stairs outside the cc alone. Then i texted Nasha asking if i can come to her house because i'm bored. She then replied saying "okay". So, off my way to her house. Once i get there, she's watching tv. So i sit beside her. Each time when i hugged her, she push me away like she doesn't want me to be with her. I want to mute her Astro because i want her to take her shower and ask her what's wrong. So i try to take the remote control, she took it away from me. So, i still keep on trying to take the remote from her. Bergusti la Fazril and Nasha at her house. Berguling2 atas lantai berebut remote -.-" i got the remote and she gave me the look. Whatever i'll do, i know she won't even listen to me. So i'll just give her the remote and go inside her room. I play a game in my phone. While playing, she then came inside the room, took the phone from me and quit the game -.-" she then ask me to say sorry to her until she says stop. I then say sorry and keep on saying it. After like 10 minutes, she still havnt say stop! -.-" 5 mins later, she asked me to stop because she claimed that it's getting annoying. (TAU PUN! HAHAHA!) Then she go and take her shower. When she's dressed she sit on the bed and we talked. And there's 1 part she says..

Nasha : U, i ada something nak bagitau u.
Fazril : What is it?
Nasha : Xnk aa! Nanti u nak blik i bgtau u okay. It's not a big deal anyway.
Fazril : AH! U BAGITAU I SEKARANG! I NAK TAU! :O
Nasha : XNK! I CKP NANTI, NANTI LA!
Fazril : Fine.. (turning my face away from her)
Nasha : OK OK! I BAGITAU!
Fazril : Ok. Cte la.
Nasha : Well, i xtau nape dgn i. Tapi ada 1 masa i rasa mcm dah bosan dgn u. Don't look at this in a wrong way. I have no one else. It's just that.. Ntahla! There's 1 night i spent on crying. I wanted to mintak break dgn u. I xtau nape. But then i think maybe i over reacted. I know it's not your fault. You're sick. Maybe i rasa macam.. We're far apart? YAA! FAR APART! THAT'S THE WORD I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR! FAR APART! But it doesn't matter anymore right. You're here right now. Don't take it personally.
Fazril : Ya.. I paham!
Nasha : Maybe i should go watch tv..

Nasha then walk out of her room and watch tv. I sit alone on her bed thinking what i've done until she can get bored with me? I think i just suck. I know i'm stupid. ALWAYS BEEN! I have to change. No matter what! I have to try to be good to her. And i'll proove to other people that i can change to be a BETTER PERSON! I then go out and hug her. Did she really said that? Or am i just dreaming that she said that? What have i done really..

QUESTIONS KEEP ON COMING INSIDE MY BRAIN UNTIL NOW..
LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE ANSWERS ;D
WHATEVER IT IS, I AM TRYING TO CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT! ;D

Motorcycle

It's not wrong to have a motorcycle. It's a technology, vehicle used as transport in this world. Some of my friend's family are rich enough to buy their kids motorcycle. Unlike me, i don't have a motorcycle. Tapi kalau ada motor pun, beragak la! I want to warn the motorist, you do now motorcycle is small and can only fit 3 people at max! So why try to fit in 4++? -.-" i'll tell u a story about an incident that happened to me about motorcycle. Me, my gf, my bestfriend and my bestfriend's gf were having our lunch at Al-Safa. After done eating, we have nowhere to go and anyway, lately days are getting hotter and hotter. Is it the Global Warming? Or is it the heat of all our sins that we've made? HAHAHAHAH! So, we suggest that we go and hangout and Nasha's house. But before that, Nasha wants to go to Watson to buy shampoo. Everyone agrees and off we go riding Adi's motorcycle. 4 person on 1 bike. And i'm the last one sitting on the bike and there's really really no space on the bike! Fantastic isn't it? -.-" we made it to Watson and all of suddent Adi wants to buy a movie to watch together at Nasha's house. After done buying shampoo and movie, off we go. Again, 4 person riding 1 bike and i'm as usual, the last one. I wasn't ready that time because i can't sit properly. Adi then want's to cut off the road so that he doesn't have to do a U-turn to get to Nasha's house. He then RAM his bike when i wasn't ready to sit. And guess WHAT! I feel off from the bike! (tercicir la sorang budak dari moto kat tengah2 jalan tu ya) -.-" a car then honked at me. What do you expect? I got dropped off in the middle of the road! I shouted Adi's name but he didn't even bother stopping and instead, he keep on going straight -.-" MOTHAFACKA! Nasha's then laughed and at the same time, she's worried and scared because i dropped off from the bike -.-" she whacked adi's back and tell him that he left me behind. Adi then stops says..

Adi : WEYH! KO BUAT APE DOH?! CPT LA NAIK MOTO! LEMBAP LA KO NI!
Fazril : APE LANCAU WEY?! AKU DAH JATUH DARI MOTO KO BOLEH NAK MARAH2 AKU?!
Adi : Mana la aku nak tau. Ko tak ckp pun ko x ready!
Nasha : Fazril dah ckp seribu kali dah Adi. Adi je yang buat xtau! (while laughing)
Fazril : Dahla! Pgi la rumah Nasha naik moto. Aku jalan kaki -.-"

After few while..

Adi : Weh, sorry tau!
Fazril : Yelaa.
Adi : CPT LA NAIK MOTO! LAMBAP LA KO NI!
Fazril : (sigh) Yelaa yelaa!
Nasha : Adi bawak slow2 tau. Nanti tercicir lagi. HAHAHAHA!

That was the most stupid incident that ever happened to me -.-" Dahla terjatuh tengah2 jalan! Kena honk dgn kete pulak tu! AND AND, my toe is injured. PEDIH GILA! AND AMAT GELI sebab kulit ibu jari terkopek! -.-" so my advice to all the motorist, NEVER BRING MORE THAN 3 PERSON ON A BIKE! BECAUSE THERE'S NO SPACE FOR THE 4th PASSENGER TO SIT AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE 4th PASSENGER WHILE THE BIKE IS MOVING! HAHAHA!

DAMN YOU ADI ASHRAF!! MOTHAFACKA!

Fun Fun and Fun!

So, finished 1 week holiday of Chinese New Year Celebration. I enjoyed most of the time during the holiday. Actually, Most?? Naa! I think i love the WHOLE WEEK of the CNY Holiday :) Alot of stuffs happened along the time with my 2nd family. Some of them gado2, tension dgn awek, rampas awek org, sibuk dgn valentine, jatuh dekat celah katil, semua ada laa! But the worst is, ME! Adi put my in the car bonet or whatever we call that. And suprisingly, it's my own car that he put me into. MOTHAFACKA! -.-" Although i'm scared to go through this year because of SPM ofcourse, but this CNY Holiday gave me a good start showing me how wonderful this year is going to be! I promise to someone that i'd spend the whole holiday with her. And i did it. I did it for 2 reason. I did it because I CARE ABOUT YOU and i don't want you to be all alone and I LOVE YOU that's why i want to be with you all the time. I will look forward to have hilarious time like how i had during this holiday with my 2nd family :)

Thanks to,
[**] Adi Ashraf
[*] Zarul Hidayat
[*] Muhammad Firdaus
[*] Nadia Ereena

For spending time with me and make me laugh, happy all the this time during the holiday :D

Special thanks to,
[Wife] NashaLia

For brighten up my life and being with me all the time and i really really enjoyed every single second we had together :D LOVE YOU BABE! MORE AND MORE THAN YOU EVEN THINK! <3

Gratefulness

Do you feel grateful with what you have? Well i used to be ungrateful with my life. I always feel like i'm lame and wanting to die because of my life that truly full of stupid dramas and shits! So, yesterday, i sneak out because i'm stressed. I have this big problem and i don't even know how to sort it out. But i'm learning. As a kid, i have to learn how to be a man so that i know what to do when this problem comes again. I didn't know where to go that night and who to hang out with because i just can't think that moment. So i called Zarul asking where is he. He's at Sungai Buloh with Ibu having dinner. I then go to Desa Parkcity alone because i think i could use a peaceful moment that time. I wish she's with me that time. I really need her that time because i just don't know who else to talk to. She's the one that i really really really trust and love. But that fact is, she's not there with me :( I called her asking if she's asleep. And yeah, she's asleep because she has school tomorrow. At like 1.35 am, Zarul texted me saying that he just reached BSD. I went to Ibu's house to pick him up. After reaching Ibu's house, Rasyid and Boyout is there. After like 20 minuts, Redha came to Ibu's house too. like 25 minutes later, Me, Redha, Zarul, Rasyid and Boyout went to Al-Safa to eat. After we're done eating, we send Rasyid home because he has to go to work tomorrow. After sending him back home, we got nowhere else to go and it's still early to go back home that time. I passed the driver seat to Redha and told him just take us anywhere he wants. He then drive his way to KL. After like 15 minutes journey, he parked the car and everyone in the car remind me this.

Redha : Fazril, this is just for experience.
Fazril : (muka pelik) ape ni?
Zarul : Ha! Nanti abg tau la sendiri.
Boyout : Kalau ko kena tarik, ko buat bodo je. Jangan layan.
Fazril : WEY! Aku takut ni!
Redha : Xpe2, lek je. Ko jalan blakang kita.
Zarul : Papehal, bagitau kteorang.
Fazril : Ergh, okay then.

So we walk at the monorail streets. Then, we reach this place. There's to many cars and people around there. Kind of freaky but i'm being brave to walk there with them. Then there's this small door. Redha then smile at me and said "Be ready" I was like... "HUH?!" HAHAHA! So i just follow him and i thought it was just a pub because it looks like it! Once enter, HOLY MOTHER SHIT OF GOD! PUSAT PELACURAN?! SICKAGE! APE LANCAU WEY! The girls there was like.. "Mari2! 50 sahaja!" OH MY FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING GOD! 50 RINGGIT?! WTF! CHEAP BITCH! ARRGGHHH! Sumpah they're so annoying. Some of them raba2 but luckily deorang tak raba aku! Kalau tak, ada la kepala yang hilang nanti! HAHAHA! Actually, i'm the one that kena worst! One of the girls tarik me.

Pelacur : Sini la kejap...
Fazril : Ergh, No thanks. It's okay.
Pelacur : Sekajap saja! Saya mahu tunjuk awak benda.

I then pull my hands off. Then she grab my shirt. AKU DAH JAMM WEY! REDHA!! MANA KAU?! Then the last thing i saw was Boyout walking out the place. I was DAMN FUCKING SHITTY SCARED! I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS!

Pelacur : Abang nak pergi mana? Jomla ikut saya sekejap.
Fazril : Taknak la! It's okay! I don't want!
Pelacur : Sikit saja..
Fazril : It's okay! SAYA TAK MAHU! FAHAM TAK?!

I then pull her hands off my shirt and walk out that place. FUCKING SCARY! STILL TRAUMA SAMPAI SEKARANG WEY! PUKIMAK PUNYA TEMPAT! ARRRGH! Sampai je luar..

Redha : EH FAZRIL! MANA KO PEGI DOH!
Fazril : PUKIMAK BETUL KORANG TINGGALKAN AKU! AKU KENA TARIK TADI KO TAU!
Zarul : HAHAHA! Amacam? Best tak pompuan tu? Xnk try ke?
Fazril : FUCK! TAKNAK ABG! I RATHER KEEP MY VIRGINITY FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE THAN LOOSING IT ON THAT FUCKING PROSTITUTE!
Boyout : HAHAH! Ni la KL fazril. Ko dah experience kan? Kte nak ko experience je
Fazril : DAHDAHDAH! JOM BALIK!

So, off we go back to BSD! The stuff that happened back there, still haunts me until now. TRAUMA GILA! SUMPAH! That's the 1st and last time i will follow Redha and others to KL! -.-" Dgn tension2 ni, boleh pulak la jadi cmtu. Nasib kepala pompuan tu tak hilang! TENSION TENSION! But, the good thing is, i actually learn something back there. Be grateful with what we have. There's alot of life out there that is thousand times worst than us :)

Embarrasing moment

Last weekend, as usual, I always go out with friends. On Friday, Nasha texted me wanting me to have a breakfast with her on Saturday morning. So, I set my alarm clock at 9.30 am so that I’ll wake up and get ready to have breakfast with her. Suddently, I received a text message. I was expecting that from Nasha. But apparently, it wasn’t from her, it’s from Adi. He’s wants me to and have breakfast with him too. I told him to wait for Nasha to take her shower and get dressed so that we can have breakfast together. Then Nasha called me asking if I can send the girls home (Sabr, Liya and Ame sleepover at Nasha’s house because there’s Boys like Girl concert at Mont Kiara on the Friday and it finishes late. I don’t know why, that day was like breakfast day or something? All of suddent, Hady asked me to have a breakfast with him and Rasyid because Rasyid wants to go to ujibakat AF. I pick them up and accompany them having breakfast while waiting for Nasha to get ready. Wait and wait and wait, I call Nasha at 12.00 pm. She said that she already ate -.- All this time I waited for her to have breakfast with me and she said that she already eaten? (sabaa je laa! Hahahaha!) well, it’s okay. I asked her if she can go out and wait for me having my breakfast or lunch, eitherway, it’s the same for us :D She said that she havn’t take her shower (heh mcm tak biasa pulak keluar tak mandi :P) so I asked her to wait dowstairs and I will be on my way to pick her up. before I left Al-Safa, Redha came to hangout with Hady and Rasyid. I talk to Redha for shortwhile and left Al-Safa to pick Nasha up. I didn’t know what to tell Adi because it’s 12.45 pm that time. Breakfast at that moment? Ya right -.- He’ll be pissed off and scold me like he always does. So, I text him saying that I already ate and he said the same thing to me. I feel so relieved (kalau dia ckp dia belum makan, comfirm kena maki punya laa) he then text me again saying that he wants to hang out. I replied saying that we’ll go out in the evening. He asked why and I didn’t reply because I just know what will happen if I reply. Then he called me, I pick up.

Adi : Weh, ko katne?
Fazril : Tgh tunggu Nasha
Adi : Buat ape?
Fazril : Erm, aku belum makan sebenarnya. aku ajak dia teman aku makan kejap.
Adi : Oh.. Okay.. (bad tone) Chow!
Fazril : byebye :o

After I pick Nasha up, we went to NKS to have my lunch. WEEE! While eating, a text message received. Nasha open my phone and laughed.

Nasha : Hah! Ape u buat? Kan dah kena.
Fazril : Ape? Tgk phone.

Adi sent me a long text saying that if I want to go date with Nasha, at least tell him and blablabla. WTFH! Date during afternoon?! NAK PEGI MANA JE WEY!

Fazril : AH! Malas I reply. Sikit2 nak merajuk. Penat la nak melayan.
Nasha : Hahaha. Pujuk la dia. Dia nak lepak dgn u tu.
Fazril : I dah cakap I lepak dgn dia petang nanti. Asal dia nak marah2?
Nasha : Haih.. I tak tau la korang ni.
Fazril : Biar la dia nak merajuk sorang2.
Nasha : Tak baik la u. Dia lonely tu. Pegi la pujuk dia.
Fazril : Yelaa -.-

I wanted to send Adi a text saying that i'm sorry. Before i even type a word, Adi and Mira came to us and shake hands. I was like.. WTFH?! Tbe2 je muncul, panjang umur :o Hahahaha! So, I wanted to fill the fuel in my car because it's empty at that time and i want to pusing2 with Nasha :D After i'm done filling the fuel, i went back to NKS and sit right next to Adi. Then he started asking me if i want to hang out soon. I said okay and we don't know where are we going to go that time and that time, it's freaking fucking asshole mother fucking tits hot weather! So it's obviously not a fucking good time to hang out :o We decided to go to Nasha's house and hang out there for awhile. I asked Nasha to start my car engine for me while i go and pay for the food. Suddently, Adi came to me.

Adi : Fazril, bapak ko ada kat blakang doh!
Nasha : WUAAAAAARGH! Nah amik kunci! (she gave me the keys and ran away)
Fazril : Ape yang korang nak takut sngt? -.-
Nasha : Ergh, u ckp la pape dgn your dad dulu. I dgn Adi and Mira tunggu kat tangga sana okay.
Fazril : oh, okay.

So off they went to the stairs and wait for me. I talk to my dad. He ask me if i've eaten and where am i going. I asked if he wants to swap car with me because usually, he doesn't like me using his car for long :o but i don't know what makes he said "guna je la kereta ayah" hahaha! So off I go with Nasha to her house. Adi and Mira already reach her house. So we went to the lift and up to the 13th floor where Nasha's house is. Once we got into her house, HEAVEN! ADA SOFA AND TV! DAMN DAMN DAMN! :D So we watch tv, mira is using Nasha's laptop to online. Nasha as usual, never stop eating. She then ask me to try this square thing. She told me that the square thing she wants me to try is kacang pecah or something? OH! KACANG TUMBUK! HAHAHA! (sorry nasha, lupa laa:P) OMFG! MOTHER OF GOD! THAT THING IS DAMN DELICIOUS! (kalau ikutkan hati, mmg habis benda tu that time, tapi kesian Nasha nak makan next time je. HAHA!) We're sooooo freaking lifeless inside the house. All we do is eat, talk, watch tv and mira is enjoyying her myspace with Nasha's laptop. Out of nowhere, really really random, Mira ask me.

Mira : Fazril, jom pegi OU lepak. Bosan la kat sini.
Fazril : Huh?
Mira : Jomla! Bosan gila ni!
Fazril : GILA?! MMG TAK LA! DAHLA GUNA KERETA BAPAK FAZRIL! TAK BOLEH TAK BOLEH! KERETA NI SUAY! SELALU BUAT KANTOI!
Mira : Alaaa chillax laa!
Fazril : Kalau nak pegi boleh, tapi tunggu my mom balik. I pegi tuka kereta then we go.
Mira : Ergh! Bila your mom balik?
Fazril : I have no idea :o

So, i'm freaking sleepy at that time. I just wish i can sleep that time but i just can't because it's freaking noisy. With Nasha and Mira singing, Adi screaming like a girl (sabar je laa) Nasha then wants to take her shower (2:30 baru nak mandi?! HAHAHA! Xpela! Asalkan mandi) while Nasha's taking her shower, Adi then started to ask me.

Adi : Wey, ko marah aku ke? Cuba ko bagitau ape masalah ko.
Fazril : Huh? Mana ada. Aku ok je..
Adi : Tipu! Aku tau ko tipu!
Fazril : Mana ada tipu! Ko ni mengelabah laa!
Adi : KO LA MENGELABAH! KO TAU TAK AKU BELUM MAKAN LAGI DARI TADI?! TADI KO AJAK BREAKFAST TAPI MANA BREAKFAST!
Fazril : WEY SIAL! KO KATE DALAM TEXT TADI KO DAH MAKAN! KO JANGAN JADI BODOH KAT SINI BOLEH TAK!
Adi : AKU SAJA JE CAKAP MCM TU SEBAB AKU BENGANG DGN KO!
Fazril : KO CKP APE KAT AKU?! NO LIES KAN? FUCK LA NO LIES KO!
Adi : (he then started to show his smile) TAPI KO NI SIAL LAA! ASAL KO TAKNAK LEPAK DGN AKU?!
Fazril : WEY BODOH! AKU KATA PETANG LEPAK KAN! ADA AKU CKP TAKNAK LEPAK DGN KO KE?!
Mira : AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH!! APE MASALAH KORANG NI! BISING LAAA!
Nasha : (voice from toilet) TENSION TENSION!
Fazril : Dah la Adi! Malas aku layan ko!
Adi : TAKNAK LAYAN SUDAH!
Nasha : (voice from toilet) Korang ni kalau asha kuar and kena sepak dua2, ape pun tak dapat!
Fazril : Erm.. Adi..
Adi : Ape?
Fazril : Hehe! Sorry eh! :)
Mira : Awww! So sweet! Can mira record this conversation ar? CAN CAN?!
Fazril : Adi, Sorry tau!
Adi : Yelaa! Aku pun sorry :)

After that Nasha is done with her shower and came towards us.

Nasha : WHAT HAPPENED?!
Fazril : Adi ni la! ANOYYING!
Adi : EH KO TAU TAK KO NI ANOYYING?!
Fazril : DIAMLA!!
Nasha : AAAAARRRGHHHHH! APE MASALAH KORANG NI! ADUI! PENAH RASA MATI TAK DUA2!

AWKWARD SILENCE........................................... Suddently, Adi phone rings. Nad called Adi asking if i can pick her up because she wants to hang out with us too. I was toooo freaking to drive that time.

Fazril : Adi, can i trust u?
Adi : Sure, ape dia?
Fazril : Ko berani tak pegi amik Nad?
Adi : BERANI! (amboi.. pantang offer kereta. Terus semangat)
Mira : Alaa! Mira pun nak drive!
Fazril : Ergh, Adi, bagi mira bawak je la eh. Aku bukan tak kasi, tapi risau la ko drive!
Adi : FUCK SIAL! KO TAK TRUST AKU KAN!
Fazril : BUKAN TAK TRUST! NI DAHLA KERETA BAPAK AKU! KO TAK PENAH BAWAK! DAHLA KO BAWK MCM SIAL!
Mira : Xpe2 Adi drive sampai rumah Nad, then Mira drive balik. Ok?
Fazril : Yelaa! Drive elok2 tau korang. Jangan bawak laju2.

Off they go to pick Nad up leaving me and Nasha alone at house. Pretty awkward but okay. Suddently...

Nasha : AAAARRRRGGGHHHH! YOU!!!!
Fazril : Huh? Ape masalah u?
Nasha : Xde pape laa! I tak jumpa cari seluar.
Fazril : pfft! -.- HAHA! Pakai je la seluar pape.
Nasha : Tak nak! AWHH!! MANA SELUAR I!
Fazril : (kuatnya pompuan ni jerit)

So i went to her room to check her out. She's still looking for her pants. She went to her dryer and back to her room few times just to search for her pants that she wanted to wear.

Fazril : Erm, pakai la jeans.
Nasha : Taknak! I tak suka jeans!
Fazril : Short pants?
Nasha : I don't do short pants with the shirt that i'm planning to wear.
Fazril : Well, up to you then!

So i went back to the living room and watch tv. She then came to me with the shirt that she wants to wear and her pants. About time she finally found her pants. HAHA! She then sit next to me with her tight face and messy hair.

Fazril : What's wrong?
Nasha : Nothing. Just tension -.-
Fazril : Alaa. Chill laa! Seluar je pun.
Nasha : I'm okay laa. Don't worry. (while chewing her chewing gum)

I know something is not right. I just don't know what to do just to make her feel better. I then kissed her. I don't give a shit if there's a chewing gum in her mouth. I just kiss her with PASSION! :)

Fazril : Dah? Feeling any better?
Nasha : Do u know i'm still eating my chewing gum?
Fazril : So?
Nasha : (giggles and kiss me again)

So, berpusing la kita sekejap. Her hair was very messy that time and it's very freaking annoying. I then ask her where she put her comb. She said that it's in her room. I walk towards her room and right after i enter, she ran and close the door (UH-OH!) She ask what am i doing inside her room. I said that i just want to take the comb because i want to comb her hair. I then pull her and let her sit infront of me. So, i comb her messy hair gently :) COMB and COMB and COMB, she then ask me.

Nasha : Why are you so nice to me?
Fazril : Am i? I just love you i guess?
Nasha : Aww! That's soo sweet.
Fazril : Haha! (what's so sweet? :o)

After i'm done combing her hair, Adi, Mira and Nad reached home. TING TONG!

Fazril : Coming Coming!

I open the door for them.

Mira : So Fazril, cmne? Nak pegi OU tak?
Fazril : (looks at Adi) ko nak pegi?
Adi : NAK NAK NAK!
Fazril : NASHAAA!!!!
Nasha : (voice from her room) What?
Fazril : U nak pegi OU?
Nasha : (voice from her room) I tak kisah.
Fazril : Ok laa kita pegi. Tapi kena tunggu my mom la. I serious tak berani with my dad's car.
Mira : Ok Ok.

After like 2 hours waiting, we're like deadly bored. Nasha suggest we all go out and find a place to hang out while waiting for my mom. Suddently, my mom texted me saying that she's at home. So i told Nasha and the others to wait as i go back and change car with my mom. I quickly went home and change to Honda Jazz, (Adi's favourite :P) So i went back to Nasha's apartment to pick them up and get ready to go OU! But i don't know what's wrong with Mira. All of suddent her mood changes and wants me to send her back home. Well, it's okay. I don't even bother and give a shit on what's the matter with her :o (sorry Nasha :D) I called Zarul to get ready because he wants to follow us to OU. After picking him up, off we go to ou. During the journey to OU, alot of things happened in the car. All the laughter, Zarul is the most insae person i've ever met. He's damn hilarious! (harap je baru bangun tdo tapi hyper semacam) HAHAHA! Once we reached OU, we don't even know what we're doing here actually. Adi then says that he wants to buy a bag or a shirt. Well at least we didn't come all way here for nothing! Zarul then wants to meet his cousin, Hakhim at Coffee Bean. So we walk our way to Coffee Bean on the ground floor. Once we reach Coffee Bean, There's Marin, Bat and another girl that i don't know there (asal laa deorang ada -.- saba jee) After done talking to Hakhim, we went for a walk inside OU. Then we saw ZARA shop with the sign at the glass "STOCK CLEARENCE"

Zarul : WEY! ZARA STOCK CLEARENCE! JOM MASUK!
Fazril : WAAAAAHHH!! JOM JOM JOM!
Adi : Ok Ok jom! Sha jom ar tgk skali!
Nasha and Nad : XNK! XNK! KTEORANG XNK MASUK! NANTI TEMPTED NAK BELI SEMUA! AAAAHHH! (Runs awak)

Oh well, So me, Zarul and Adi decided to go in there and take a look. After going through few rounds in the shop, we went back out and search for Nad and Nasha. We went outside the sliding glass and then Adi whispers to me.

Adi : PSSST! Fazril!
Fazril : Ape?
Adi : Nampak tak mamat yang baru jalan depan tadi tu?
Fazril : Yea, nape dgn dia?
Adi : Tu la abang Sabr! THE BIRD! AWH!
Fazril : HAHAHAH! OKAY!

So continue the searching progress. Finally we found them walking outside looking at the stage where people are going to start the dance competition there. We went back inside OU and went to Starbucks. We bought drinks and don't know where else to go. Adi didn't even buy his bag or shirt (kote punya Adi. Buat penat je datang OU tapi x buat pape pun) So we plan to go back to BSD. On our way to carpark, Nasha's mood change in all of suddent. She's like very very mooody. I don't know why but she said that she's on period. Soo, okay! Once we reach BSD, i wanted to eat at Al-Safa with them but when i'm about to park my car at Safa, Nasha says that she wants to go home. Her behaviour is quite weird and it really really worries me. So after sending Nasha back home, i told her to get some rest and sleep. Soo all our way back to Safa to eat :) EAT EAT EAT! Then Nasha text me she have to go to Desa Parkcity with Redha because Redha merajuk when Nasha says that she is not in the mood to go out that time. After seeing that text message, it worries me more because she's on period and those guys are hyper and like to disturb people. To Nasha, when she's on period, all those things are annoying to her. When she feel annoyed, tak kisah la siapa, mmg kena penumbuk la dgn dia. So that's what worries me. But doens't matter. I think she can control herself. So me, Adi, Nad and Zarul sit at Al-Safa like a stupid group of people because we're deadly bored. I don't know why are they bored but for me, i just feel lonely when Nasha's not around with me because i only have weekends to spend time with her :( So i say to Adi if he wants to jalan jalan while waiting for Nasha to get back to BSD. He said ok and off we go to pusing pusing BSD like we usually do when we're bored. Then Adi recieved text message.

Adi : Weh, Nasha tanya kte kat mana.
Fazril : AAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!
Adi and Nad : Wey chillax! Asl dgn ko ni doh!
Fazril : Ko balak Nasha ke aku balak Nasha skrang ni -.- Tension kepala kote aku!
Adi : Haha! Chill laa! ko tak tau ke? Aku dgn Nasha ni dah lama couple! :D
Nad : HAHAHAHA!
Fazril : I'm not in the mood for your stupid jokes right now?
Adi : Chill laa weh! Nak ckp ape kat dia?
Fazril : Ckp la kte baru lepas jalan jalan. Nanti nak pegi safa balik.
Adi : Ok.

After 10 minutes.

Adi : Weh, Nasha dah kat Safa and dia suruh cepat sikit.
Fazril : Okay then.

I drive the hell fast to get to Al-Safa ASAP to see if Nasha's okay. After reaching Safa, Adi says that she's at padang Al-Safa. Then i saw her there and the shutter sitting alone. I asked her why she's sitting alone and is she okay. She then say that she's okay and walk away. I know something really really bothers her but i just don't know what is it. I reverse my car to Al-Safa to park then she walk towards my car and say that she wants to get back home. Suddently, my mom call me.

Mom : Abang kat mana?
Fazril : Kat Al-Safa baru nak makan. Kenapa?
Mom : Oh, mama nak pegi makan ni kat Curve. Abg nak ikut?
Fazril : Oh tak cakap awal awal. Abang dah janji dengan kawan nak makan dengan deorang.
Mom : Ok takpela. Kalau nak makan kat rumah pun boleh. Ada soto lagi bibik masak tadi.
Fazril : OK.
Mom : Ajak la Adi ke Nasha or Kawan kawan lain datang rumah makan.
Fazril : Ok ma, will do. Bye!

Then i ask Nasha if she wants to stay at my house for awhile. She then says "anywhere but not a place where hady is" now i know what's bothering her! I know something is not right! It's Hady! She feel soo annoyed when Hady is arround. So i bring her to my house and right through my room. I open my sofa bed for her and take my pillow for her to sleep.

Nasha : Fuck shial! Best gila katil and bilik u!
Fazril : Pale otak u! I hate my room! -.-
Nasha : Ape masalah u! It's freaking awesome!
Fazril : I like your room better.
Nasha : You're stupid u know that? Very stupid.

After few minutes i can see that she's very exhausted and will shut down in any moment. I then ask Adi to take my laptop outside and lets watch DVD or something. I don't want to disturb her sleeping because she's very tired. Before i even go out of the room she look at me and ask.

Nasha : Korang nak pegi mana?
Fazril : Erm, kte lepak luar je tgk tv. U tdo la okay syg :)
Nasha : Jangan tinggal i. I xnk duduk sorang2.
Fazril : Erh, Okay.
Adi : Aku tinggal korang kat dlm eh. Ko teman dia tau.
Fazril : Okay Adi.

I sit right next to her. I hug her and stare her like i stare someone that i really really love so much. She then tells me that she can't sleep when someone's starring at her. I then kiss her. With all the love and passion, I kiss and hug her on the bed :o (nothing happen okay. JUST FK!) whille we were kissing, suddently Adi open the door and..

Adi : Oh, oops. Sorry. Hehe :P (closing back the door)
Fazril : Damn! kantoi! HAHA!
Nasha : (giggles)
Fazril : I like it when you do that.
Nasha : Do what?
Fazril : Giggles. You look sooo cute :)
Nasha : Ergh, okay. U ni, masalah laa! Don't you think you should go out and talk to him because he just saw us?
Fazril : I think he'll understand because he just saw us kissed (kalau adi x paham jugak, mmg dia orang paling bangang dalam dunia ni)
Nasha : Ah, Okay :)

So, really. That was really embarrasing! Kantoi kiss awek depan member baik sendiri? :/ although i feel embarrased, i'm glad i don't feel humiliated because he's my bestfriend and he knows that kissing is just a normal thing because he done it before. BETUL TAK ADI?! HAHAHAHAH! :P